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This is a record of my existence, of moments and minds that touched mine. Stories heard, people met, places that left their traces. In these fragments, I listen for the quiet rhythm that reminds me we have all been here.

  • Clothing Optional

    昨天去 Wreck Beach 看了落日。大概 9:20 左右太阳下山。现在的夏天日照长到,吃过晚饭还可以再过一个白天。坐在圆圆的树桩上,看着四周各式各样的屁股和远处一点一点沉下去的太阳,顿时生出一种时间停止了的感觉。刚刚走下的那好几百级台阶,仿佛拉开了我与“白天”的世界的距离。每往海边下的每一步,都是在涂掉我过去存在过的每一秒钟。而在这片沙滩上坐着,看海里一浮一沉的光头,我似乎也与什么都没有关系了。 不远处有一个裤子脱了一半的男人,从背后抱着另一个没穿裤子的男人。就这么温温存存地贴在一起。不知为何,这让我想到在布拉格看到的另一对情侣。当时也是夏天的落日,落在背景里的楼体上,金灿灿的。那个女生就在男生的怀里,安静地被他抱着。而我手里拿着相机,就这样直愣愣地站在他们面前;他们却仿佛没有看见我一样,好像已经身处另一个世界。 天空逐渐从蓝色变成粉色与橙色的交织,逐渐有人从水里上岸。我没下水,却莫名可以感觉到冰冰凉凉的水珠滑过他们的身体,鸡皮疙瘩一瞬间爬上胳膊,又立刻被裹进毛巾里的救赎感取代。 那么,我就这样和这群穿得暖暖的、脱得光光的男男女女面朝大海,或兴奋,或平静地迎来一天的终结。

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  • One More Dance

    One More Dance

    ChatGPT pointed out that I spend more time observing than participating. The more I observe, the less of “me” seems to exist in the world. There are…

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  • Precious Burden

    One night, my mom and I went to the garbage room and found a lot of colourful pens. Really good ones. We brought them back with a…

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  • A Happy Loner

    A Happy Loner

    An old man stood in front of a storefront window, watching three tables of men inside playing chess. I was watching him watch them ten steps away.…

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  • Altruism

    Altruism

    The plastic sheet wrapped around the sidewalk construction site had two big holes. It was a late night after the daylight saving time shift. Each time a…

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  • Preface

    Preface

    Strangers What do people do every day? I began to wonder when I finally had a chance to do nothing and be nobody in this society after…

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